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Description Well to start out I was a very happy child. I was always given pretty much anything I\'ve ever wanted but I\'ve never been happy with all of the gifts. I could have all of the money in the world and still feel so alone. I have always been popular and had a lot of friends but I\'ve always felt alone when I was with them. My mom always sacrificed everything she\'s had for me. My whole family loves me and would do anything and everything for me but I cant say the same. I like them but I\'ve never loved them as much as they love me. Growing up I loved reading stories bout witches, vampires, werewolves, warlocks, and ufos. I have always felt in my heart that all of this was real. I was being hid from something major happening. I knew I was meant for something great in life, This feeling started when I was about 10 or 11. I was always popular and still am today. I\'m surrounded by people every day of my life that love and care for me but I don\'t care about them. I have grew up feeling this huge void in my life that I cant fill no matter how many guys I date or how many friends I have. It\'s not something that can be filled through a hobby. It physically pains me sometimes to know that I have no clue if ill ever be able to fill this void. I am fifteen at the moment in time but I feel like I am way older. I have to date older guys because I refuse to deal with the childish scandals the teenage boys bring to the plate. Even being with them I feel as if I know more than they do and ever will. None of this makes sense to me. In history class I know things before the teacher even teaches them. I believe in reincarnation and believe I was possibly a queen or someone very important in the past life. I have been raised up a Christian but I\'ve always knew this was wrong but always wanted to make my family happy. I need to know who I was and what I did. I live In an extremely small town but feel as if I am the only one here of my kind. I feel like I have gotten mixed up in the hospital with someone else. I feel this strong tie to New York City. I went there last summer and its the first time I have felt like I needed to be somewhere. I feel as if school and the day is being wasted, I should be somewhere else doing what I was meant for. I feel whoever it is, is waiting for me. I feel watched all hours of the day and like I cannot escape in this town of hell I live in today. I need to fill this void. if you have any info or if you need someone to talk to my email I always open. It is findingmypurpose@yahoo.com It is open to anyone! Latest activities Tags |
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