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Description Okay...i feel very emotional right now!! i have been waiting for something like this for a while and I decided to look it up on the internet. I googled, " I feel different like i was meant to do something more". I'm 17 but don't let that push you away. The experience project link popped up and I finally found this. I read the Welcome Stranger and Oh my god do i feel something stirring inside me. I have always felt spiritually compelled, spiritually different like something more than just me and I know that sounds conceited but I don't mean it in that way at all. I can fit into society well. I'm kind of popular but Im so unlike the people around me. I look at things so very different. I feel tied to nature i could just sit and watch and feel energized just from that. But the thing is i prefer t do things alone i prefer to do that alone and that's probably because i dont have people that understand me. Im the middle child in m family of three and i was supposed to have a twin brother but he passed in the womb. I lost my father in the marines when i was 6 months. I have inherited his music skill and play lots of music i also feel music unlike most people my sister and i together do.Im very smart for my age and am very different from my peers not necessarily in a bad way.... I lost my grandmother to cancer and my aunt to suicide .....basically a ton of my family has dropped dead but i feel like i handle it in a completly different way like theres an understanding just like i understand the people around me. I was sexually molested at 6 and it hasnt effected me so thats good :) my sister was raped my life has been tragic but i see it not in a negative way. I have grown from all of this and i find myself thinking at night about how i feel compelled like this strange feeling like im meant to do something more than just the norm and it isnt bad. more spiritually I share my story with you not for pity but for the fact that maybe you have had similar or understand the same as i do. I feel for others more then most do P.S - i am so sorry for the mispellings the words are so tiny and i don't have time to fix them :$ ! forgive meee Latest activities Tags |
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