-I posted this as a response to bbalquen's original post on EP-
Here is a link to the Original Thread: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories...g-Things/932487

I never knew how to to put it into words really, but I've always felt like I was meant to do something great. The problem always is, it's not something great I can do for the world as it is. I've felt like maybe I should've been born hundreds of years in the past or hundreds of years in the future. Or that, tomorrow, or next week, or next year, something will happen to show me the path. I've wandered aimlessly through interests trying to "find myself." I start out fine, then after a while I feel like it's trivial and not what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm 24 now (we all seem to be similar age...). "Success" to me isn't money, or a big car, or a hot wife, or anything I can attain realistically in the world. I asked myself, "What is my motivation? What is my goal?" I can only really answer with "The Truth, the Ultimate Knowledge."

I feel like there are more people that KNOW what I'm talking about. I feel like you KNOW what I'm talking about. There must be others on "our level" so to speak. I also hesitate saying all this because it sounds like delusions of grandeur, or being better than others...I prefer to think of it as just being different.

We're drawn in some way to some thing. We just don't know what it is yet.

I don't want to sound weird again, but I feel like I'm supposed to meet up with the others like me(us). And we'll know exactly what we're supposed to do when the time comes...I've always felt connected to something somehow. Kind of reminds me of Close Encounters...some subtle unconscious yearning.

-BC