I don't see a problem with that, I'm used to being seen as crazy. High school was hell lol but that sounds like a very realistic way of doing things.

I was born December 15 1991, I am 19 years old. I certainly did not stumble upon this website by accident. Like you I have an attuned sense of awareness that I am meant for something bigger. I also share your awareness of empathy, I lucid dream, I know when things are about to happen (not always, but its becoming more recurrent). I have searched my whole life for answers and it never got me anywhere. I went through a very dark 3 years of my life where I tried to forget I felt this way. I tried to drink and drug it away, I got into trouble with the law, I became reckless, uncaring, shut down my empathic side, and for a while felt as though I had lost myself. It took a month in jail for me to be re birthed and continue my search for answers because everything I did didn't stop these feelings. I've searched for months hoping that there was somewhere besides the cheesy paranormal sites where I could find people who feel the same because to be honest, I think half the people on those sites are just looking for attention. I've joined, sat, waited, read every post every day but never posted anything. After a long night of no sleep and almost giving up my search I typed "meant to do something special" in the yahoo search bar. I found this site. So, whats next?