Howdy folks!
Well, in reading a lot of these introductory posts, I've realized that I am quite different, even from a lot of previous posters. I have never had any "otherworldly" experiences. I've never imagined some great "happening" or anything. I suppose maybe I'm just a lost soul looking for a purpose, despite feeling I know what my ultimate place is. I am a protector. A guardian, if you will. I hope this doesn't sound like I'm putting myself on a pedestal. I am extremely comfident, which may come off as cocky, but I in no way think I'm better than anyone. I just feel as though it's my role to protect innocents, whether they wish to simply survive and live a "normal" life, or go on to do great things, that is their right.
I am not anti-establishment, far from it. I do, obviously, recognize shortcomings within establishments. But I firmly believe that without them, our world would descend into anarchy. Unfortunately, I also feel that I would thrive in that world better than in this one. There would be plenty of innocents needing protection, and I would be there to offer it.
Sorry for my ramble, I'm just not sure if I've found the right place to discuss this or not. Any thoughts would be appreciated. I hate to admit, it's much easier discussing this among like-minded strangers than those who are close to me. I guess it's just less to lose and all.
Thanks y'all for taking time to read this!