I actually only realised this account had been accepted after I read through my old emails.
Everybody else has a long introduction but I don't really - I'm not sure what I think.
I'm open-minded and try to accept new ideas, because things that are shunned for being outside the box can sometimes turn out to be the truth. I want to think there is more to the universe that just the materialistic world, but I'm not hugely spiritual or New-Agey and quite conscious of how insane I could make myself look. I'm almost bored with the world - even the most exciting things don't interest me. I'm not depressed, I have hobbies and things to do, but even the most interesting 9 to 5 job couldn't make me really content. I suppose I want there to be more than just society and humans and things humans made. People just seem so boring and repetitive. I don't think I'm above them - they could see it this way too if they wanted to. I'm actually jealous - they can be happy, whilst my standards seem to have been set too high (Maybe I read too many exciting books as a child?)
It's quite possible I'm just crazy, but I want there to be something other than just - this...I know some of you feel like you're meant to save people, but I don't. I don't know what I feel. Apart from that we seem to think the same - At least I'm not going mad alone, haha.