Thanks :) I hope you get better soon x

Hello, my names Belle. I was accepted today, felt a small rush of excitement when I saw the e-mail. I cannot wait to read through everything on here. It's been a long time since I 'applied' and the feelings have settled a little, probably only so that 'life' things can push through to the surface. It's what always happens, I'm so completely overwhelmed and consumed by my purpose (whatever it may be..) that I can't calm down, a storm inside of just uneasiness and in my head, I just know that I'm missing something. Some clue, some idea, some 'sign'... I know there is something I should know, or something I should do and I have no idea what it is... It's always been that way, it hits me, I spend every waking second pondering it, it dies down for a while, I almost forget and then it'll rear up again. The last time it hit me, it was accompanied by the thought of 'hold on, it's so improbable that I'm the only one and therefore it must have a name, right?' so I began looking and searching for groups or even just a single other person who knows what I'm on about.. I'm happy that I've been accepted into here, hopefully, there will be something in the threads and maybe we could get to the bottom of it? Although, I must admit, it seems this site isn't very active anymore??

I hope I get to talk to some of you soon ^.^